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2009-01-25T23:59:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NIU YEAR EVERYONE!!!!!!!!=)))))
Yay! after spamming so much photos it has finally arrived!
May everyone get more hongbaos and ~~blah blah blah~~.

Cheerios,
eunice;)

2009-01-25T07:47:00.000-08:00

More pictures!!!=)) put it as separate post lest the pics clogged up.
This happened this tuesday during
our 4k'o8 gathering!!!!
It was quite fun and everything and the chalet NSRCC that
dear Fiona booked was LOVELY AND HUGE!
Wished I had chose to stay overnight!
BUT I SWEAR
If she book it next year, I'm SOOOO gonna stay overnight!=)

This is the lobby. supposedly.

We decided to take a walk and LO AND BEHOLD! We saw a cool lift!
So RaLim & I were cam-whoring in the lift!! It was SOOO SLOWWW
When we landed on terra firma we realised that the lift was for
75 years and above!!! LOL!=p

Cam-whoring near the reception toilet. =)

Annia & me!=9

THAT'S OUR CHALET!!!!! And that's rachelyeo and rachellim!=)

This NSRCC is linked to East Coast Park!

SO INSPIRATIONAL! That's XinHua with her hand high up in the air!=)

That's it, I guess since I didnt take much pics. I was ~~pigging out~~ on food that time.
And now on a separate note, I was tidying up my room on friday and

I realised I got two pigs! The orange one was given to me by

Amanda, ZhaoLin & Jesslin. Its SOOO funny. LMAO. The other was given

by Leeying when we were in p6!=) Suprised i still kept it.

The brown bear was given by Chris on VDAY last year! And the white one

was given by Michelle on VDAY'o6!! AINT THEY CUTE??! >.<

end;)

2009-01-25T06:49:00.000-08:00

aproximately 2 more hours left till CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!
yippppeeeeee!!!!!!
who dont like hongbaos?
if you dont, YOU BIG FAT LIAR! =P
well, just came back from my reunion dinner!
zomg, i feel ~~frigging~~ bloated!!!!! >.<
My stupid cousins keep forcing me to eat
they keep insisting i was too skinny
so i ended up eating 2-3 servings.
argh.
they are so evil.
anyways, i was looking through my photos i took
over such the past few months
and decided to post it up.
HERE ARE THEY:

I was out shopping with my mom last thursday
and we went to MarinaSquare to do some shopping for
yummy goodies and clothes. On the way, i took a snapshot
of the sidemirror of our LAFESTA car. =)
Just to boast a bit of my artistic photography skills,
aint it simply splendid? ;P

Another one of my AWESOME photgraphic skills. We were at Suntec City
and in a moment of folly, we cross a road thinking it was Marina
Square and we ended up at Marina Walk. Saddly, I couldnt get to eat
the lovely Hokkaido icecream at Marina Square but I'm happy here.
We ate UGLY CURRYPUFF AND OREO CHEESECAKE at Starbucks.
I didnt no Starbucks had ugly currypuff.
Poor currypuff! You have to be born ugly. >.<
I bet its just the cooks' fault!
Anyway, check out the top red dish like plate at the ceiling in this photo!
The ambience is so cool!=)
Good recommendation!

The skirt I wanted to get as part of my CNY gear at Suntec but thought otherwise.
Guess I found a better one [and a more expensive one definitely!]

The lovely ceiling located on top STARBUCKS. Awesome architecture!=)

And thus, that is the end of my mummy and me's little shopping trip!:)
And NEXT UP! Is adeline and i's CNY shopping trip that i cant remember when was it.

We had too many shopping trips!

We started out at FarEast and felt bored already so

we went to PayaLebar ThisFashion but ended up sidetracking to BARANGBARANG!=)

This is the MOST COMFIEST CUSHION CHAIR EVERRRRR!!!!! You could practically

sleep in it! After such a tiring and pretty fruitless trip, its good to curl up in this!=)

IN A MOMENT OF FOLLY OR ACT-CUTENESS I DUNNO WHICH,

I managed to snap a photo of ADELINE!=) *applause to me!

AAAAAHHHH!!!!!~

On another shopping trip, we went to BUGIS for CNY shopping! It was the lousiest

and fruitless trip ever!!!! We only bought earrings! Anyways, we decided

to try the second floor shop at BUGIS STREET for a light snack.

The lemon chicken is YUMMY and so is the onion rings!

But Adeline says the onion rings aint good. =(

But whatever it is, we both agree that

the LIME LEMON HONEY SUCKS!

You would probably wonder why we drank such a forign concotion but because we were thinking somebody had place a smiley face beside the name Lime Lemon Honey on the menu

so we decided to try it [OH HOW GULLIBLE INDEED!] and

BLEEARRRGGGGHHHH!>.<

so dun try it!
HAHA! Pretty wild idea anyway! ;P

end ;)

2009-01-11T04:36:00.000-08:00

OH MY GAWD:

JUDEGEMENT DAY IS COMING.
IT IS LESS THAN 18 HOURS.
PEOPLE START PANICKING NOW.

okay okay,
its not like half the population of sec4s aint already.
well, all i have to say is that
i wish myself good luck
and this year sec4s too cause they will be staring at us
while we take our stupid results
and probably wondering when they can go home.

yup, so here goes.
the flimsy piece of paper that determines our future.
eww >.<
but lets not underestimate it, yea?
argh, shall not think about it.
i jus hope our dear principal dun talk so much crap.
argh.

scary.
grrrrr....

okay finish.

2009-01-01T23:34:00.001-08:00

my sphagetti!:)

went to EASTCOAST on NEW YEAR'S DAY with ehren!=)

cycling and roller-blading at night was fun!

if anyone wanna go there soon, i'm in yeah.

then after that we decided to splurge and eat at GELARE.

zomg! the carbonara sphagetti was yummy!

and so was ehren's pasta.

wonder whether i should still take on that new job. Hmm.

TTFN ;)

2009-01-01T22:57:00.000-08:00

[wanted to take the fireworks that came out of the stage but i was too fast! >.<]

HAPPY 2009 EVERYONE!!!!!

okay so its pretty last minute but hey better late than never eh?

went out with pri school mates
leeying, lerling, elena, irene, qianyu, adeline, khengsoon, kaijie
jinfa, meiquan, esmond, liewzhanwei and robert.
[gee, hope i didnt miss out anyone =P]
on the last day of the year
at DOWNTOWN EAST!

WOOHOO IT WAS FUN!!!~
saw Gary Caoge [or what's-his-name] there and
all the fans were screaming like crazy.
-"...GARY, i will always love you!!!!~"
=.=

sorry, but i'm not very well orientated in the chinese media
so i dun share the same enthusiasm.

after the countdown around 2 plus already.
then there was no bus service so have to walk home
it was crazy exhausting!!!!
from pasir ris to simei.
i died halfway.
got home and practically collapsed onto my bed.
argh, i think i had a hangover.
>.<

and that day was FINALLY MY LAST DAY AT WORK!!!!!
yayyaayyayayaay!~
i actually made bookmarks for some of the nice staff members at WATSONS.
shall upload pics to facebook. heeeheee.
add me if you wanna see. >.<
too lazy add them here.

okay TTFN for now.

2008-12-01T17:00:00.000-08:00

super bored so THANKS TO KIMMY!
i've got something to occupy myself jus for a while.
>.<>
Loves<33

DIY(:
--Dear -someone-,

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but (_1_).I think I realized it (_2_), (_3_) and I saw you (_4_) (_5_). I’m sure you’re (_6_) enough to understand (_7_). I’m returning (_8_) to you, but I’ll keep (_9_) as a memory. You should also know that I (_10_) and (_11_).

(_12_), name.

1. What’s the colour of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red- Our affair is overWhite – I’m joining the Convent
Black - I dislike your eyelashes
Green - Our socks don’t match
Grey - You’re a pervertYellow - I’m selling myself for candy
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants youNo shirt - You’re mean
Other - I’m in love with your cat

2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night you picked your nose
February - Last year when you peed your pants
March - When your dwarf bit me
April - When I tripped on peanut butter
May - When I threw up in your sock drawer
June - When you put cuffs on me
July – When you smacked my butt
August - When I saw the purple monkey
September - When we skinny dipped in the bathtub
October - When I quoted Forest Gump
November - When your dog humped my leg
December - When I finally changed my underwear

3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Lasagna- In your car
Pasta - Outside of your office
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad – As you were eating Kraft Dinner
Chicken - In your closet
Kebab - With Jean Chrétien
Fish - In a clown suit
Sandwiches - At the Elton John concert
Pizza - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a street light
Annat - With George Bush and Stephen Harper

4. What’s the colour of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put whipped cream on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the pants off of
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive over

5. What’s the colour of your eyes?
Black - My boyfriend
White - My father
Grey – The Catholic Priest
Brown – Your ‘My Little Pony’ collection
Purple - My corned beef hash
Red – My knee caps
Blue - My salt-beef bucket
Yellow - My illegitimate child in Ghana
Orange - My Blink 182 cd
Pink – The Montreal Canadian’s goalie
None – My prized statue of Michael Jackson in the nude
Other - The elephant in the corner

6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs- Man
O.C.- Emotional
One Tree Hill- Open
Heroes- Frostbitten
Lost- HighHouse- Sly
Simpsons- Cowardly
The news- Scarred
Idol- Masochistic
Family Guy- Senile
Top Model- Middle-class
Annat- Ashamed

7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful you are
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn’t exist
Angry - That your smell makes me vomit
Depressed – That we’re related
Excited - That I may pee my pants
Nervous - The middle-east is planning their revenge on you
Worried - That your Ford sucks
Apathetic - That you need a sex-change
Ashamed - That I’m allergic to your earlobes
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Silly - That there is no solution to you being a dumbkid
Other - That your driving sucks

8. What’s the colour of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your toe ring
Yellow - Your love letters to me
Red - Your Elton John poster
Black - Your pet rock
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from Vegas
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your nose hair clippers
Grey - Our matching snoopy underwear
Purple - Your old New Kids on the Block blanket
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your car

9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo with the moustache drawn on it
C/D - The oil tank from your car
E/F - Your neighbour’s dog
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of that blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V - Your criminal record
W/X – Your glass eye
Y/Z - Your credit cards

10. The last letter in your last name?
A/B - Told my psychiatrist about the bruises
C/D - Never will forget that night
E/F - Always wanted to break your leg
G/H – Hate your cooking
I/J – Mocked you behind your back constantly
K/L - Will tell the authorities that you did not steal that whale in the back yard
M/N - Told in my confession today about the moose poaching
O/P - Was interviewed about the car you stole
Q/R - Always will remember the pep talks
S/T - Get sick when I think of your feet
U/V - Will try to forget that you broke my heart
W/X - Haven’t showered in a month
Y/Z – Am better off without you

11. What do you prefer to drink
?Water- Our friendship is ruined
Beer – you should stop picking your nose
Soft drink – I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon
Soda – I will haunt you when I’m incarnated as an Eskimo
Milk - The apartment building is on fire
Wine – Thanks for the Cocaine
Cider – I have a passionate interest for mice
Juice – You ruined my attempts at another world war
Mineral water – You should get that embarrassing rash checked
Hot chocolate – Your Cucumber-fetishism is weird
Whiskey - I love Oprah Winfrey
Liquor - I chew on your earlobes while you sleep
Other – I’m scratching my ass as you read this

12. To which country would you prefer to go on a vacation?
Thailand – Warm tingly sensations
Australia - Best of luck on the sex-change
England - Good luck in jail
China – You make me sick
Germany – Please don’t hurt me
Japan - Go milk a cow
Greece - Your everlasting enemy
USA - Greetings to your frog Leonard
Egypt – Kiss my butt
France – With tears of sadness
Spain - Go drown yourself

MY VERSION:

Dear Manager (Yes, I’m still pisse about him!),

I don’t really know how to tell you this, but I’m selling myself for candy. I think I realized it when you put cuffs on me in your closet and I saw you sit on my boyfriend. I’m sure you’re middle-class enough to understand that Santa doesn’t exist. I’m returning the cut toenails to you, but I’ll keep your neighbour’s dog as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break your leg and I’m off to lead a new life as a lemon.

Go drown yourself,
Eunice.

done.
HEEHEE.
that was time-consuming!
NOW for a short nap!=))

2008-12-01T16:08:00.000-08:00

Heh. This is really funn-eh.
I'm suppose to report for work today.
But because there are some people,
doing the same work as me,
have no proper attire so the training session was cancelled.
Boohoo.

Yeah right.

Look, I jus simply dun understand why OH HEAVEN'S SAKE WHY,
would anyone look at your ~~damn~~ shoes when your serving them
MOSTLY BEHIND A DANG COUNTER anyway.
Normally, they would just look at your top.
The manager was saying
"I'm sure that as you, being a customer, would wanna
see the people serving you at the counter
in appropriate and standardised clothings.
It would be more pleasant, wouldn't it?
Jus like school."

OH YOU FAT ASS.

Seriously, he's enormous.
I bet he eats 2 servings of SUBWAY everyday for all 3 meals.
I hope you die of FATBETES! [I bet your urine is filled with
glycerol and fatty acids, instead of glucose!]
OKay, I'm NOT against fat people.
In fact, I think that only such people fully understand the pleasure of food.
But when your downright nasty, I would aim the most
visible physical feature of your anatomy!
I mean COME ON,
I being a customer wouldn't even bother if the person
serving me at the counter wear black shoes with white soles!
Oh, the DRAMA!
*rolls eyes.

Okay enough verbal ~~abuse~~,
just in case your wondering.
i was one of the few who "pass" the inspection
[PHEW! LUCKILY! Or I would have insulted them more.]
but got sent back home because
the manager was too stinky.
No, i mean because too few people "pass"
the inspection. So cannot have training.

Poor Adeline!=(
But seriously,
how could they expect us STUDENTS to
afford a SECOND change of clothes
just cause a teensy weeny bit off the standard?!
Even our school also not that strict!
Plus, its not like we are highly paid for this job.

In conclusion: EVIL PEOPLE DO EXIST.
spurn y'all in hell, ye asses!

Anyway, uploaded pictures to Drama Blog
& into my new Facebook account
No, its not that I didnt no such a thing as Facebook exist
but i was too darn lazy to really care to sign up
until that irritating Tony keep asking me about
prom pictures and so I jus signed up and
stashed it all into the album.
Go view it or add me or something. whatever really.
Maybe next time then I will upload onto blog
but its a very ~~SIAN~~ thing to do ya...
*more grumbles & moans.
i confess. i AM a lazyyy person!

Anyway, something good came out of this whole thing.
Met two new friends!
Hii Yang Ting & Karen!!!
WEEEEE!!
After we got fired-
No actually YangTing and Adeline cause
they didnt wanna waste more $$$ on such a low-paid job.
We went to BurgerKing to eat breakfast.

Its nice to make new friends!
They are nice people=)
Haha!

and since out of plain SUPREME boredom.
I shall try out something that came out of
Kimmy's blog.
Its so fascinating!!!!!!

yeah right.

TTFN.

2008-11-28T01:58:00.000-08:00

PROM IS OFFICIALLY OVER.
Yay?
Oh wells, at least most of us had fun.
IT WAS SMASHING AWESOME. sorta.
Poor miss J, got dumped by her bf on the morning of prom.
You looked so sian during the whole night.
Cheer up:)
Like they always say, there are many trees in the forest.
[Jus don't pick the ugly ones.*winks]

And everyone would think after prom,
finally. The mad mad rush is ~~over~~.
WRONG.
Too many things to do, so little time!

Now have to get clothes for my new job.
Does ANYBODY have a ~~frigging~~ black shirt?
Please say yes.
I will love you. I swear.

more MORE ~~frigging~~ things to do:

- Get clothes for work.
[i AM soooo broke.]
- Get new phone.
- Get presents for DRAMA gang.
- Get b'day present for Jesslin and Pammy.
- Do stuff for this Sunday drama FAREWELL'o8.
- and many many more presents for Christmas
[better be early so i won't panic!]

. to fix screwed-up hair.

and you would think O lvls was the most
stressful thing in this whole wide world.
WRONG.
Or maybe i'm jus making myself busy.
argh.

okay. oh yes.
caught Trophic Thunder yesterday.
wasnt really very funny except for some parts
which was kinda hilarious.
and as usual, lots of crass language and curses.
Dunno why they put it M18.
it was nothing much actually..
Or maybe
we jus dont get it.
Okay, enough of the after-thoughts.

Looking forward to DRAMA FAREWELL=)))
And since you can tell I am as busy as a ~~goddamn~~ bee.
Shall upload prom photos tomorrow or something.
People have been badgering me for those photos.
%&^$!

okay, TTFN:)
LATER.

can you come back now?

2008-11-22T05:10:00.000-08:00

ZOMG! Its been almost 2 months since I last updated!!
>.<
Well, it doesnt really matter anyway.
Since we have been all busy with 'O' Levels.
AND NOW ITS FINALLY OVERRRRR!!!!!!~
Yup, and grad night PROM is coming soon!
Hope its gonna be a blast!
[I no it will!=)))))]

Checklist:

~~Dress.~~
~~Cardigan.~~
~~Purse.~~
~~Hair & Makeup.~~
~~Shoes.~~ [I L-O-V-E too many!!!]
~~Jewellery.~~ [Seen none that is of my fance so far.]

There you go!
I think I'm almost done for my preparation for
GRAD NIGHT'O8.
I hope everyting's okay and nothing goes wrong.
Besides those little trinkets and transportation,
I have not much to fret about.
PHEW!

But now,
am feeling supreme guilty for spending soooo much $$$
Thankfully,
I have a job-just needs to be confirmed-
and I'm good and set to earn back
all those frigging money I spent on this prom!!!

You no..admist all these frenzy.
Half looking for prom stuff and a suitable job,
I didnt even have time to eat dinner at home!
Except maybe today and tomorrow.
You might be wondering why I'm
went all reminiscing on all home-cooked meals.
No, not as if i'm health-conscious-
More like is cause my beloved
aunty (maid, to be more imprudent)
is going home soon.

:(

Yup, that's pretty summed up all my emotions.
She's been with me for almost 6 years plus.
So of course I love her to bits.
I am gonna miss her loads.
There's no guarantee that I wont cry.
I will probably be bawling my eyes out at the airport.
Note to self: Bring a box of tissues to airport.

I wonder how it would feel when I come home
every day to find the kitchen empty
(except maybe for my grandma) or
how it would feel when I have to worry about all my 3 meals.
how it would feel when I need to confide in somebody
and ask for advice or simply just to rant and to find
that...there's gonna be nobody to turn to.

I wonder how it would feel when you need somebody
to hug and she's not there.
how it would feel when you wanna bully somebody or
just to kid around and laugh about and to find
that there's nobody to do that with.

Lonely, I guess.
Really, really lonely.

I will miss the days that we just sit around
and drink coke, eat char mee or nasi lemak
during lunch when she's lazy to cook.
I will miss the times when she tell me about
her childhood or life at her berangai (kampung in local terms)
I will miss...every single thing.
Even the times when we bicker or vent our anger on each other
because we were having a bad day.

Uuh man..I don't think I can see her off properly.
But I no deep in my heart, that I have to let her go.
She's made too much sacrifices for us.
She made me discover and learn many life lessons
just inside the four walls of the house.
Now, I guess is her time to return and to
learn and discover things herself and
oh man,
may God really really bless this woman.

Okay, sorry.
THAT was quite an emo post.
But yeah, really have to thank my Aunt and all.
and one DOES have to keep in touch with one's softer side.
as they say in the book of EUNICE 4:44.
So yup=))

Anyways,
besides handling my job properly
shall take this holiday to also renew old friendships
and of course, to be with people I truly really cherish and love.
You:)

ZOMG!!! It feels like Christmas already.
The cheery season where everyone wanna
spend more time with their loved ones
and be in the spirit of sharing and giving
blah blah blah, you no.
All those oh-so-holy things.

Not to self: Bring camera to capture moments of prom.
:)

END.
till PROM, maybe will upload pics. >.<
TTFN

2008-09-15T17:16:00.000-07:00

okay lorh.
after repeated shoots of sarcasm from sarcastic people like
kimberley and blah blah blah. (actually only her.)
I shall post now.
But i cant guarantee that i will post continuously.
My brain tells me that I should post often you see,
so i can improve moi english.
but wad the hey!
who really cares anyway?
besides my blog aint peppered with pictures
of me, people and things.
so it gets BOR-ING.

Musing:

At first, this got me thinking.
Like PRELIMS is over and its a cause of celebration,
then suddenly everything around me became really funny.
Because I was too delirious with happiness to think much.
After all, 5 ~~daamning~~ weeks to spread exams over isnt my theory of fun.
Then, I remembered there's the results part
and the worrying sets in.
Suddenly, everything became not so funny anymore,
even that teenage girl with the large corkscrew glasses across the road who
was waving frantically at somebody across the road
which i thought was rather comical,
suddenly look very very weird.

It was then that I realise that girl is my best friend.
and she was waving at me.

Then, i think O'Lord, what happened?
Apparently, schooling and exams have clouded my sense of judgement.

End note: Never ever listen to what you brains tells you.
Well, not always anyway= not blogging often.

HAHA!=)

confessions of a bitchy-but-still-kinda-nice teenager.

disclaimer: part fictatious and part true. Go figure.(=

OKay, back to the real me.
So exams has been corking us up inside out.
Besides that, we have pretty much no life anyway.
Funny how we slog so much just to achieve a ~~bloody~~ certificate.
And the adults will often ingrain this in our puny minds
(if you think this is an insult, look at Albert Einstein's and do
the comparison. You will be humbled.)
that grades is all that matter.
Then you have the other side of the coin where they tell you
to take life EASYYY, and relax and enjoy your teenage years.
Jus don't do drugs, sex and gamble, and everythin is good.
Then being the adolescents and confused youths we are,
we wouldn't know what to do.
No wonder there has been an increase in teenage crimes,
bad stuff and blah blah blah.
It all boils down to what the adults tell you.
And you would think its the raging hormones inside us.
*rolls eyes*

Okay, end mark.

I'm not suppose to be sarcastic here.
But considering the fact that my lovely parents
just hounded on me to revise my work.
You would think that God has actually
created another species instead of just two-man and woman.
I mean, honestly.
A day afetr PRELIMS??!! Hello??!!!!!
OKay so maybe the big Os is 34 more days away
(add or take a day or two)
do you think we actuall have the mood to skim through our notes
when we have just touched it since like a few hours ago?
(be warned: 125 hours ago is still hours.)
and they would give you that withering stare and bellow,
" Hard work never killed anybody!"

Yes, but why take the risk eh?
(courtesy of some famous quote from a not-so-famous person.)

So today, shall just kick back my heels
and rellllaaaaaxxxxx.
oH wad the hammer! I forgot i still got my graduation scheme design
i need to do for the yearbook 2008.
Shouts of protests and unfairness crept into my heart,
i shall yield to them.

Graduation stuff. LATER.

alright, i have enough musings for today.
i'm a busy woman. so TTFN.
>.<

2008-05-29T03:28:00.000-07:00

So today all of us sec4s have oral examinations.
I got Mrs. Hudd as my examiner.
Thankfully.
So there was this part where they ask what kind
of competitions I have joined and I listed a few.
Like my National Track-and-Field Competition,
Art competition and Drama competitions.
Actually, my initial intention was to highlight Drama SYF
since I'm the EX-PRESIDENT of Drama and
also because that was the first thing that came to my mind.
But oh, smart little me saw that it was Mrs. Hudd
who, okay I ~~know~~ this is BHB, but appreciates my art a lot
therefore I particularly highlighted moi Art competitons.
MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA~
Oh, I'm such a scheming, cunning, uncanny person.

I think I left quite a good impression on her.((((=
OKay, so I don't like ~~bias~~ people
But hey come on, if she's biased towards you.
Why not huh? =P
But ohh you never know, she might be extremely strict
and give me average marks.
Then oho. sobs* for me.
But anyways, do enjoy my oral exam.
[Does that sound cynical or radiate an aura of nerd-ness?]
It was as if both of us were just chatting.
So the verdict is that:
Get a teacher that you're not too familiar but
still on pretty good relations with.
Teachers whom you pass by with
much more enthusiastic greetings that teachers whom
you don't even know the name or knew
she or he exists until they pass you by then.

Then after that, went for my dental appointment.
Had to put bands and felt like as if there
is something clamming my mouth shut tight.
Super uncomfortable but aah well,
will be taking it out in 3 months time.
Hooray?
More like ~~frigging~~ FINALLY!

So anyways, have to start training up my stamina.
2.4km run is probably somewhere nearby already.
Aiming to get top 10 at least.
I think I was 15th or 17th then.
AAh well.
But am actually quite surprised I still HAVE my stamina
as I play badminton with my Aunt and Uncle last saturday.
I was able to play non-stop vigorous badminton for 2 full hours.
Hmm.
Not bad.
My Uncle is gosu at badminton.
Must train somemore to be on par with him.
Although I beat him in stamina. double-ha.

Dang it, my revision isn't going as well as I planned.
I bet ever hardworking being in my class
is probably mid-way through their revision.
I am maybe just one quarter?
And I still have 2-3 days worth of CIP to get 100 hours.
So that will simply take up more time of moi revision.
And I can't watch as much Bleach as I thought I could
over the JUNEss.
ARGH! %^&$

Okay, calm down.
Life's good.

=)

2008-05-16T08:16:00.000-07:00

Well ho-hum.
Finally changed my blogskin AND updated my linkies.
People people,
I know you guys are ~~eager~~ to be on my dearest linkies! [HAHA!]
But be nice to poor little me,
moi need some time to update.

anyways,
besides all that grouching and griping about
homework, school and basically life and all its ~~shite~~.
there are nice things in life too!=)

So today's lessons were pretty short.
[that's what i love about fridays.]
WE were SUPPOSE to be release by half past twelve.
But because the school wants to tap some more on
our potential and because they have
uber high expectations of us *rolls eyes*
we have to stay back and attend this HCI DSA.
The students over there are beyond belief.
oh gawd, it is expected of you to get into university.
I could almost [its not possible] imagine me 2 years from now
getting back my A lvls results and then my imaginary HCI friends
will be having this sorta conversation with me.

Imaginary friend: So how's your results?
Me: Great!=) I am qualified to get into a university! HOORAY! *screams for joy*
Imaginary friend: oh.

silence.

Imaginary friend: I like ice-creams.

OKay okay, fine. So the ice-cream part was uber random.
BUT, the way the teacher talked about students getting
into universities is like a piece of cake!
it's expected! So if you get in, there's no shouts of hoorays
nor smug expressions and that accomplished feeling.
Because its expected.
But if you fail, they will throw you down the dungeons and leave
you to rot and decay in the unpublished student archives
and your name...what name? Oh, I think they colour over it
with a thick black marker pen.
Hmms.
*SHIVERS*
SCCARRRYYYYY!!!!!~

So after the ordeal we left the horrid place
due to nightmares that has nothing to do with HCI
[something else which i shall not disclose.]
and went to MossBurger to grab a bite to eat
with ~~Christy~~, [oops, sorry Christopher. He gets pissy over the minute
things.] Ralim and Adeline.
Then went back to Simei.
Grab bubble tea.
OREOCRUSH is yumm-ey!
talk & gossip some more.

THANK YOU ADELINE for what cha said to me!
You made my day!=))))))))))
i do love you.<3
Wanted to call Marcus
to apologise for the 2 days late phonecall.
Guess he just don't have the mood.
[I wasn't too! I fell asleep. Again. BUAHAHAHA!=X]
okay, sorry.

and tonight suppose to go watch late night movie
with Leeying, Yishu and KS but
my dearest mother refuse to let moi go out
because it was too late.
She was afraid i would get abducted by aliens.
also 'cause i was too lazy, i was talking to my mom
while i was half-asleep. so i practically made grunting noises
to everything she says and didn't rebuke.

I love her more when she talks less and the world becomes
more peaceful.

and I LOVE YOU DAVID COOK.
You ARE the next American Idol.
I don't care what other people say you are trying
to imitate singers' style like Chris Daughtry.
You are good and good and good.
Your most recent performance is gosu.
Enough said.

Oh holy! still have unfinished tuition homework left to do!!!!
....
whatever, really.
its my last tuition with that meaty fat crazy nasty no-life lady anyway.
so goodbye. kiss my arse, really.

TTFN!>.<

2008-04-30T03:06:00.001-07:00

oh dear me, it has been an AWFULLY long time since i posted.
Not that anyone particularly cares.
Because well, my blog was dead.
maybe it will still remain quite dead for a pretty long time.
because unlike most people
who cam-whore and put a gazillion pictures on their blogs.
Sadly, i do not have any to show-off.
Even if I did have any, I won't.
double-ha.

So anyway,
been pretty stressed up lately with all those sh*t stuff coming to me.
Teachers giving us a ~~lovely~~ time
trying to mow us down with their barrage of
insurmountable tests and more tests.
it makes you wonder what happens
to the term "Sweet sixteen"
Oh wait, THAT is in the American setting
where you can get a car license
and well, quite old enough to guzzle down beer
and your parents are slowly letting go of you.
Yes yade yade, with freedom,
you have to exercise responsibility
and sometimes too much freedom can hurt you
blah blah blah and blah.
whatever, really.
I don't even HAVE the chance to say the perks of being sixteen.
yes, besides able to watch NC-16 movies
but who cares?
Many have already tried-and successfully- sneaked
into NC-16 movies.
so, it isn't really a privilege.

Teenagers these days,
we just never seem to have the right moral values.
Whatever we do, the adults will think its wrong.
And they won't hesitate to swop down at you
and swiftly correct your mistake with that
big fat smirk on their faces as if they are saying in their minds.
"Ah-ha! I got you this time!"
Yes, so we might did something wrong.
But sometimes the way they correct us has two adverse effects.
One, we might actually be humbled by it
and try to accept and correct that mistake.
The other, we just ignore these people.
Them and their sanctimonious smirks on their face.
Then, the rebellious monster that resides in our blood
comes roaring and clawing at them and we turn our ears off.
They just don't understand.
Even if we did something wrong, the way
they put us down [sometimes in front of everyone]
is utterly embarrassing and it hurts our pride.
Even if we refused to admit it,
we are all proud creatures.
Who likes to be put down?
Adults should learn to reflect on themselves too
when they correct our mistakes.
The way they lecture someone, its not nice.
And its embarrassing-~~sometimes~~.
Yes, we might did something wrong- whoever don't?
And we might already be feeling guilty already,
but then adults starts berating us,
we become bitter.
And resentment takes its toil-
and we don't want to change.
we don't want-BECAUSE you want us to change.
we teenagers always do things the opposite way.
everyone has been through this phrase,
so no point denying and saying you have been
a good little girl or boy.

Long gone are the days where we humans practice humility.

Oh dear, i feel like i writing essay like that.
sorry, just suddenly have this inspiration to write it
after all that has been happening to me.
and this isn't even the gist of it.
no wonder nobody visits my blog.
too english, they probably say.

sigh, whatever really.
I'm now currently crazy over Bleach, so gonna watch it.
till then, later.
>.<

hmm...i think i'm gonna change blog soon.

2007-11-27T03:12:00.000-08:00

oh yeah.
watched ENCHANTED today.
with
Adeline, Becky, Venecia, Sihan, Kimmy, Ah Ping,
ZhaoLin & Amanda.

Really nice show.
Funny and cute.
A spoof of all fairytales, mostly about Snow White.
For all ~~anti~~-Snow White, DO NOT.
i repeat DO NOT be turned off.
As i've said its a twisted tale. its really awesome!
HIGHLY RECOMMENDED, I MUST SAY.
do watch it even if you dont have the time, i say.

Walt Disney should pay me for free publications here.

Next shows:

The Golden Compass, I am Legend,

National Treasure: The Book of Secrets.

Yumm-eyy.

2007-11-27T01:51:00.000-08:00

long time since i blogged.
far too long.
and yes, its the holidays!*shouts of glee*
but first things first-
its my old man's birthday.
so i already wished him in the morning
before i went off for CCA but
anyway no harm saying it again.
so here goes:
HAPPY WADS-YOUR-AGE BIRTHDAY!!x))))
[sorry dad, cant really remember your age.
isit 45 or 46?]
TO GOOD HEALTH!!![imaginary champagne glasses]
and may your leg heal well! <333

But anyway besides this,
something really-well,how do you put it?-~~scandalous~~ ?
happened today.
One of our dear juniors said really terrible things
to the seniors-well,namely ME.
insulting really.
but i cant really blame him should i?
Maybe he's right, you know.
Maybe we really are pushing our luck.
Trying to get him to respect us.
Or maybe cause change of authority figures?
Because the people who are above him for once
isnt the ones that are close to him.
Well, he had his fair share of glory.
Guess we need to talk really badly, settle our differences they say.

When we have that talk.
I'll make sure he gets all the rights of freedom of speech.
But with all that vulgarites spewing out of his mouth
GOD FORBID, I TELL YOU. God forbid.
Really give it to his guts[but definitely not his brains]
when he walked out on us just like that.
Brave but stupid thing to do.
But nevertheless,we will take it in our stride
[now alongside with the teachers] and confront him
address that crowd and tell us what the ~~hell~~ they want.
get the differences ironed out.
or we will call the teachers in.
have to anyway, dont we not?

sigh. there you go. figures i had to really write it out
to know what to do.

but just the endless cursings, swearings and cussings
is absolutely crazy.
teenagers these days.
they blog. they say. they print it out on toilet walls, even playgrounds.

IT DISGUSTS ME.

not the fact that i never said any swear words before.
for those who read the glorious book called
TO KILL A MOCKINGBIRD
will understand that
Cussing is a degratory term used to degrade the speaker
and not the person he/she is aiming at.
It doesnt change anything really.
Not like your words can actually kill someone.
Hurt yes, maybe.
Been there. Felt that.
Usually people use 1 word or 2 in a sentence.
Understandable. Acceptable.
We cant help it. Its in our nature to cuss.
[ even i do it sometimes i admit when i really cant control it.]
i dun mind mild cussing.
Swear words.
It dates back centuries.
We should create a book for the record-keeping.
Nobody needs books like
"A DUMMY'S GUIDE TO SWEARING"

But when it comes out a string of abusive language.
"KNN. CBB. STFU. WTF la..." all rolled up
like dirty pile of laundry.
Man, it stinks.
i hate that.
Even i can't do that. Everything toss at one go.
Usually my record is erm. 2 in one sentence?
So when people rolls up their dirty pile of laundry,
boy i cant help but wince.
and wonder whether they say that to their parents.
since they dun give a darn abt seniors,
parents might just be a possibility
maybe muttered under the breath.
soon, when they get to 18. it'll just spew out like
full stops and commas in grammar.

i'm not really angry about the
content about Drama itself.
but more like the cussing part.
It makes me ~~pissed~~ off to get talked to like that.
They always say
"Dont do something that you want others to do unto you"
Well, i kept my side of the bargain.
Oh God YES I DID.
so i told God that its unfair.
THAT I SHOULD BE THE ONE DOING THE SWEARING.
SWEARING OUT LOUD.
i should be the first one.
because i'm the one bothering to stick to my side of the bargain.
because i'm the only one too stupid to do that.
but also because,
i have my own values.

i blame him.
For screwing up my values.
But then, i told God that i would not be hurt by this.
That i would someday be rewarded for it.

So push aside my emotions.
To look at this with a critical eye.
To only accept the only constructive feedback
that he had given.
Cut the cussing part.
and improve.

i wont hate him.
My hate is already used for other things.people.
i've used up my supply.
sorry to disappoint you people,
but i've none left for you.

you've your own story to tell.
and i've mine as well.

End.

2007-07-31T02:09:00.000-07:00

this is superbly lovely.
my tuition's been cancelled.
bloody hell,
it doesnt make any difference to me.
just more homework.
since i'm currently in an effing bad mood.
[oh, no surprises. i've been like a batty
old lady lately. so its normal.]
and partly cause of jon
-yes, after reading his posts, for some strange reason,
i feel a bit-bitchy.yes?-

well, i must say.
one of the church counsellors whom i get to know
during church camp-LOSTCITYo7.
she said something that has been stuck in
my mind like since foreverr.
she said that there are some girls
who think that they are pretty-know that
they are pretty, therefore they always have
this 'come on, impress me' look smeared
on their faces.
yes and what do you know?
boys-well, some boys of a similar breed-
will flock to them like bees to honey.
not that i'm jealous.
everytime when this behaviour is displayed,
a smirk would just creep onto my face.
its just so plain amusing.
really.
when i'm utterly bored, i would do people-watching.
its quite interesting the way some people act.
so when they flirt.[very diff from the usual kinda flirting]
i'd just sit there, and look.
Pure free entertainment.

God must have given some people
looks so that they can attract such acts
for the normal breed to be entertained.

laughs:]

and yes, i do remember some article that
i read abt the diff types of people in a workplace generally.
so lets get on with dis topic since we're all on people.

Generally, there are 6 types.

1st type: The cheap 'tai-tai's
Looks:
Often dressed elaborately.
Wearing bright lurid colours.
Not afraid to spurge on Botox facial treatments.
Behaviour:
Normally have their noses stuck permanently to the
air above their heads.
Only talk to their own clique of tai-tais.
Often fussing over whether their butts are too big
in this red hot pants that they bought jus last week.
Often seen discussing over latest sales and bargains
and showing off how cheap a piece of clothing costs.
Tips about them:
Do not give up seats to them on public transport.
[The term elderly folks do not go well with them]
Find out where to get cheap sales and bargains.
[As the saying goes: If you cant beat them, join them]

2nd type: The Gossip Club
Looks:
No distinct looks. Looking prim and proper
so that they dun get gossiped about.
Usually avoid black and white attire,
paranoid that people might gossip
about their dressing sense.
Behaviour:
"OMGEEEEE, WHO DID WAD?! WHEN?! WHERE?!
I WANNA KNNNNOOOOWWWWWWW!!!!!!!!"
Tips about them:
They usually talk non-stop unless
the boss comes along.
So if you're feeling bored, do join them for a gossip
or two. Bring along one gossip and your water bottle
and you would feel most welcomed. They're
friendly people.After all,
the more gossip, the happier they'll be!=]

3rd type: The 'CWSLTGH'
Term meaning=Come work shake leg then go home.
Looks:
Slack attire.
Behaviour:
Slack work attitude.
Usually come to work exactly or later than clock-in time.
Sit in the office with the legs propped high on the table,
a cup of coffee in one hand and a phone on the other.
[office phone of course]
When the boss comes, they will be pretending to be hard
at work.
Normally rushing for deadlines-last min work.
Tips about them:
Not a threat if ur an ambitious person
as they will usually not get promoted.
They're contented people.
They give u a moral boost from time to time
if ur the hardworking bee.

4th type: 'I'm your boss.'[for now]
Looks:
Very prim.
Seen everyday with a tie usually.
Behaviour:
Sometimes, like to carry balls for the boss.
[carry balls=suck up]
Usually clock-in work early.
When the boss not around,
he/she's there to be the 2nd boss.[Thou not hired 2 be]
Bossing everyone around is his/her fav pasttime.
Tips about them:
Ignore him/her.
Take it to the big boss if he's getting out of hand.
[But since they're suck-ups usually,
dis invovles a risk!]

5th type: The 'hardworking bee'
Looks:
They dont care about how they look.
suitable for occasion will do.
Behaviour:
First one to finish deadlines.
First to arrive in office, last to leave the office.
Next week assignments are already completed.
[nutters they are]
Tips about them:
BORROW their assignments.
Give them stuff to do.[They <3>

6th type: The 'Isolated Man-island'
Looks:
Leave me alone attires.
Behaviour:
Have an imaginary note attached to their foreheads
saying " I'm doing my stuff. Leave me alone"
Comes in exactly on the clock, leave exactly on the clock.
Ask them something, they'll just blurr and go 'what.'
Tips about them:
Dont disturb them. They're happy that way.
No nid for communication.

In real life situations, in the classroom era.
do you see any potential people?
double-ha.

chill. out.

2007-07-13T02:18:00.000-07:00

Heyy girll,

As your senior and your sort-of close friend.
i had some after-thoughts when i read ur posts on ur blog.
And also writing this post, is also partly because i feel guilty.
You suddenly reminded me of something.
I have been very busy with all the tasks and admin work,
pacing myself, moving faster, hustling by with workload, schoolwork etc.
I move too fast in fact, that i overlooked a few things and
slowly, slowly. i lost myself.
i lost my values. i lost my foothold in life. i became another person.
not outside. more on the inside.
i found myself looking back on what i did.
and realised what i done was what i wouldnt' have done in the past.
because that's not me.

so i'm here to give share a bit of my afterthoughts.
for ur sake[and mine] becuz it would be quite a fair bit before we see each other again.
in terms of face-to-face, heart-to-heart talk.
regarding herr,
i think ur not a hypocrite.
u've been through a lot, i no.
she's probably one of ur first friends you met in ahs[am i not wrong?]
becuz u feel like as if you've been betrayed by ur pri friends,
mayb that's why u still wan to be her frend.
becuz its like abandoning her if u dun. just like wad they did to u.
the feeling of being abandoned. is sickening.
it eats u up inside. like a hungry monster feeding on blood.

or maybe its because ur still hoping she might change.
you treasure friendships. because its part of u.
its ur fundamental basis of what shapes u.
u dun wan to lose a friendship. despite how bad it is.
or maybe u dun wan to leave her like dat.
becuz ur clinging onto that hope.
hoping. hoping.
and ur sick of her.
not because of her attitude
but becuz ur tired and sick of waiting.
for her to change for the better.
and ur disappointed becuz she always let u down.
again and again.
ur sick of always running after herr.
but deep down, ur still hoping and waiting.
deep down, she's still ur friend.
no matter how much u cant stand her attitude
ur hoping that someday, she might stop and wait for u to catch up.
but becuz u both did go thru some times together
which sort of forms a tie between u both.
and it is close to ur heart.
u dun wan to let go.
at least, not yet. not ready. not prepared to.
No same friendship is the same.
some form by chance, some form through a difficult time together etc etc.
might sound corny here. ha-ha.
but its true.
she's still holds a significance importance to u.

dear girl,
i won't tell u to accept her for who she is.
cuz i noe u tried to.
i wont tell u not to pin any expectations or stop hoping she'll change.
cuz i noe somehow or another, expecting something is unavoidable.
i wont tell u to avoid her or stop communicating with her altogether,
cuz i noe that u tried, but either way, she's still ur frend.
i wont tell u to tell her abt this,
cuz i noe that u tried anyway.
i wont tell u anything.
becuz i dunno wad to do myself if i were u.
helplessness.
juz wan u to no that i do understand.
that there are people who understand.
that its ok and its alrite to feel like u lost ur dignity, like a hypocrite.
that its ok to feel vexed abt it.
juz take things one at a time.
maybe u should stop running after her to catch up, take a taxi instead:)

well about ur parents.
everybody always seems to have imperfect parents.
yes yes, we love them and all.
but sometimes they never fail to become a pain in the butt.
like rite now, my dear mother is nagging away about
us always like to dawdle here and there and how
we always seem to be busy and not spending enough family time
together etc etc... ...
blah blah-rarrgh-gobbles-yade-yade.
*rolls eyes*
but because ur parents have only one daughter and one son
whom i'm sure they would want the best for them
especially when both had weak physique.
u with the asthma and ur brother with an unknown illness,
probably both mentally and physically.
yes, brothers never fail to be another pain-in-the-arse too.
wad's wif them anyway?
but it always work to muse over them-like wad i'm doing now-
and do a light-b*tching overr them
becuz thats how we make life more interesting and light-hearted.

muse#1

whenever my parents nag, i would start thinking of smelly socks.
how you can always tell where they are, due to their really strong
smelly stench that reeks. really fascinating smelly socks can be, rite?
u dun even need to no where ur sperm-and-egg donor are, u can
tell where they are by the direction of their nagging.

muse#2

do they actually go to a school and master the art of nagging?
or isit naturally instilled in them?
wad school is it? how much do they pay? do
they wear uniforms that says,
"The School of Fine Nonsensical Incessant Self-Talk"?
How does their uniform look like?
Does mothers wear white skirts like ours?
I hope it is.
Then, the mothers will know exactly how we feel
when our-time-of-the-month comes.
Then, they can write a petition to ban white skirts FOREVER.
yayX))
if it is naturally instil in them, wad age exactly do u start nagging?
Age of 30? Famously known as the Middle Age Crisis
they should call it the Teenage crisis too.
If it isnt the age, it must be when the mothers know ur inside
their bellys already.
3months? Or when the child is born?
They should teach this in school, instead of biology.

muse#3

Its really a miracle how they can always talk non-stop,
stringing so many words in one breath.
It must be when we're coming out of their bellys
and the doctor tells them "Breathe In, Breathe Out Slowly.
Take a deep breath and-NOW PUSH!"
Teenagers should get a right to sue these doctors.

muse#4

And how come they can always insist we do these.
do that. dont do these. dont do that. They must be
locked up in their homes for 2 decades or something
and have no childhood at all. And are back for revenge!
Now i know where the directors get all their brillant ideas
like "The Revenge of the Red Tomatoes"
To-Ma-Toes.
ah-hah!
or maybe they have some sort of guidebook
"A Dummy's Guide on How to be a-pain-in-the-arse Parent"
bless the children of the author of that book.

Muse#5

And why the h*** do they always compare us with other children?
And yet, we cant compare them to other parents?
E.g when my parent compare me with this other child due to their better grades,
i'd go
'Now mother, do u know that he/she actually still pee in their pants
when they are still at the age of 12? Because their parents nag at them
too much. So they develop this "Traumatic syndrome" which doctors
say are not like to go away very soon until when they reach adult-abt 40?
Now, you dont want me to have such illness now do u? '
and then my mom would go 'naaaawwwwnnn-sense'
and shut up after that.
silent celebration over a cup of tea.

Muse#6[Extras]

Boy, am i one lovely senior and president to type all this?

AHEMs,while yes, we do love them and everything.
but sometimes they do tend to get on our nerves.
but no parent's perfect.
yeah, and we teenagers have to suffer the consequences.

disclaimer* all these above musings are typed by the author
on the spot. they may be true because the author has the right
and definetly the privilege to type all this, false or not
to the benefit of a distraught person. thankyou>.<

2007-07-13T01:49:00.000-07:00

wow. it has been a century since i blog.
well-feels like it anyway.
so to all u dear readers out there-if there ever was one-.
and are interested in finding out what has happened to me.
sadly, i have not been run down by a car.
nor been towed away by a truck and shredded to pieces.
but yes, that's how i feel due to how school's been treating me these days.
so like everyone else, i started feeling really lovely and psyched to start the
week of ~~darn~~ school.
then i got flattened out by the end of the week.
my stamina does not last that long-its a day kind of thing.

so we had oral on many separate days.
and mine fell on wednesday.
thank you God for giving it to me on wednesday. Amen
the topic was how i felt about public caning.
haiz. so well, one of the teachers-the younger one-
was expressionless.
which made me all the more nervous thank you very much.
so i talked and blabbered, then when i reached the point
where i said that actually the problem lies with the students
due to their rebellious and curious but stupid nature,
that's why they commit mistakes and repeat them
without giving a ~~darn~~ thought of the consequences
and the older teacher
was like-at that point-nodding enthusiastically.
and so i was VERY VERY happy that i finally got a response
from Miss.Expressionless and Miss.Stony-faced.
They were having no response until i felt like i was talking
to the wall, and felt like maybe i should pinch their faces.
If i get a slap back, boy, maybe i would've felt relieved.
double ha.

so besides that nightmare with Miss. Expressionless and
Miss. Stony-faced, i've greater and lovelier news:
i'm the PRESIDENTo7-o8 of EnglishDrama.
[THANKYOU 2 those who supported me for
your votes!!<<33]
Lovely yet, un-lovely.
These few days keep running around to find exco members
and miss khoo.
Miss khoo can practically become my next-door neighbour.
>.<
tuition at half past 5. darn.

End of my storylife.
Darn, busy yet boring.

2007-05-30T02:59:00.000-07:00

so today MengFei, Mabel, RachelYeo & Grace
came to me house to do the damn GEMS project.
We practically took the whole day
so we practically hog the comps for the whole day
and my sis & bro are both pissed at me.

Funny how my dear bratty brother can turn against me
because of computers.
filthy hypocrite, he is.
usually, he quarrels wif my sis over the comp like
they're the Saturn & Angel Of Hell & Heaven.
Now they're like Adam & Eve of the Garden of Eden, just
siblings instead of lovers.
Even laughed & talked to each other playfully in my bro's room
which is so-seldom.
Its like they're having s*x in there or something.
And while they're in the middle of their funn
they come out and throw dagger-stares and rude noises
at me & my group members.
Even try to pick a fight wif me.
My dear bro that is.
But of course, i didnt lap it up.
and HE thinks that he's embarrassing me
But actually more like embarrassing himself.
CONCLUSION:
i feel so humiliated for having 2 siblings
who do not know how to behave themselves
in front of our guests-my friends.
how pitiful.

i'm never ever gonna work wif them again.
but then again, wad choice do i have?

but that's between us siblings.
aunt say they're just all touchy because they cant use the comp.
rather true that is.
so i'm being ~~tolerant~~.

whatever. this has been a total ~~piss~~ day.
i should take a break from this.
and RachelLim cancelled out on me & christy. AGAIN. [in my case]
that eejit.

oh, and i played wif RachelYeo after the project
and we played badminton.
She was beat after 40min into the game.
and i wasnt even pumped up yet.
sigh.

running running running as fast as we can
till we all got separated.

2007-05-26T00:20:00.000-07:00

after reading some people's post.
wow.
i think i've got to start using proper english,really.
plus the fact
that the woman-of-the-house is closely watching my blog.
not that i mind.
my mom's a nice lady.
really.

so when she asked me yesterday night
regarding my blog
and got all excited and prickly regarding the
wonders of latest technology-my blog.
i had my eyes glued to the television
SUPERNATURAL was up on airs.
incredibly lovely-amazingly & spine-chilling.
what with very bad lighting and the trinkets of television works.
i was transported in time to the ages where black-and-white was the norm.
yeah, due to the fact that
my old man snagged the living room tv to watch some
chine-wartime DVD show
while i was reduced to watchin the old-so-last-century tv.
but the perks of it, SUPERNATURAL is a scary show. so it adds to the fancy work.
dang.

and i've been let go by my dear friends.
i was all dressed up and ready to go shopping with Vanessa, Felicia & RachelLim
and they just cancelled out on me last minute.
wonderfully nice people, arent they?
jus be sure to remind me never to go out with them ever again
and i'll be perfectly and blissfully happy.
those nasty little elves.*curses*

if i get anymore pissed off, i would buy a cat and scratched your eyes out.

and speaking of friends,
i think i should get out more often and no more people.
i really have a limited range of friends to hang out with.
not that i dun cherish my dear friends, of course not.
but still, got to put in more effort.
but gawd, i dun even feel like i have the effort nor energy nor time
to go meet and socialise.
you have to dress up, making nice little remarks & talk about ur life in general
when all you wanna do is go home, take a nice warm bath
and snuggle up on the couch and watch darn tv.
my ever-so-nice older sister suggested me meeting up with her friends.
fancy doing that.
double ha.
she's 18, goodness.
but come to think of it, not bad eh?

and i started picking up more sports more actively these days.
been running, going to gym, playing badminton & planning to swim
these holis.
keep myself in shape and all revved up for the upcoming 2.4km run.
some might say its not worth it & that i'm skinny enough.
but that's not the main point.
the fact that you've an active marathon runner
who runs every SINGLE day as a father,
it says a lot doesnt it?
dun wanna disappoint him and myself of course.
[note to mum: P.S i hope you see this. i deserve a prize for saying this.
yes-filthy hypocrite-ME]
and gotta pick up my studies.
gosh, have to get started on my june assignments
and improve me language.
the Chi 0 lvls are approaching soon too.
busy busy busyX)

yes, my post might get more and more boring these days. but thats what blogs do.
they talk abt your life & how ur living.
so that's it. fer now.

and they tell me to improve me language.
trapped-

2007-05-23T03:06:00.001-07:00

so anyway,
we had our career fair today
me & rachellim was in charge of
the decor and publicity.
how typical. *rolls eyes*
we had some minor disputes.
people were giving faces
wif flaring nostrils and lashing glaring glances.
=.='''
people. i just dun get them.
why put us in charge when u've got
so many effing things to pick on?
why not just do it yourselves
if you've got issues?
and still got the cheek to complain and gripe.
honestly.

when u start critisizing people.
please be mindful of what you're saying
because apparently
you are just sitting on your fat bum
and trying to look pretty and primp
and doing something
and that somethin is no-thing.
and opening your big whale-size
mouths and start critsizing people.
its not that its wrong.
everyone have the freedom & liberty to speak
and critisize.
that is IF
you are doing something in the first place.
but well, ur not.
so you do not have the right to come to our threshold.
even if we graciously allow you.
because ur our classmate.
you have no right to critisize people
its like you go into the toilet telling people
'h-ey, i'm going to do something important and
that is to ~~shit~~ so dun disturb me'
but all u did was make farts,farts & more farts
but no ~~shit~~ comes out.
not only do u waste the people who really wanna ~~shit~~'s time,
you also wasted toilet paper because you would have to
clean the toilet bowl to sit on it.
yes, how un-productive.

its the same thing.
you sit down on ur arse on a chair.
[drats. you even get 2 sit on a chair.
we people who are walking & serving
dun even have a darn chair to sit on
becuse of ur butt space & cuz we're the ones doing the darn work]
WE DUN EVEN GET PAID HERE man.
and u still dare to pick on what we do.
how ironic.
by the way, ur getting uglier by the day.
oops. that hurt.

yes, the toilet example was rather insulting.
but because u pick on us.
u already lost ur own conscience & dignity.
therefore, i do not feel guilty for saying this.
as the saying goes
'if ur so good, prove it'
well. sadly, u didnt.
so sobs sobs for u.

man, i just dun get u people anyway.

well, this gets a bit too personal.
so i doubt it concerns majority of course.
anyway,
did i mentioned i watched Spiderman III on last Thur.
its WONDER-FUL. i LOVE IT.
*whistles*
its even greater than the previous one.
and its touching
with forgiveness and friendship.
sigh.
its so much more better than other marvel comics.
Spiderman this show has depth, i tell u.
so people, its a must-watch!
becuase yours truly say so=P

coming up would be
PIRATES OF THE CARRIBEAN: AT WORLD'S END
wooohooX]]]
i 'm so gonna watch that.
lalalalalalala~sings to oneself.

oh yeah, speaking of leisure & entertainment.
there's the juness.
whoosh! its a hectic holiday.
i dun think i can get self-peace
with me bustling all around wif activities.
home would probably be just a temporary stay.
what with student camp, drama day camp,
my Malaysia holiday and etc etc.
wow. therefore, me wouldnt be able to blog.

and speaking of Drama.
sorry for wrong information on my prev post.
we had the filming of speech on Sat & Sun 4 Joel.
the voting on Monday and the results will be postponed
to next Drama session.
but Joel's speech was not publicised due to technology complications.
so its pretty unfair for him.
ohwells.

and guess what?
i get to catch the anime.
thanks to VANNY!X)))
huggs<33
you practically made my day-better, the whole week.

less than a month b4
my special day comes-
am i suppose to be excited or expecting somethin?
hmms.

my expression is harder now.
maybe cuz.
i've to.
a path full of lessons to be learnt awaits me.
mentally prepared i suppose.

2007-05-18T04:01:00.000-07:00

i shall do away with the
-oh-its-been-a-long-time-since-i've-blog-here
greeting.
cause i'm frigging pissed off.
wad's with the darn YOUTUBE?
all i want is just to watch DNAngel[FYI: its an anime]
and u just have to give me ~~crap~~.
couldnt even find consecutive episodes.
all of the episodes are staggered
and of course, i cant understand whats going on.
dammnit
&*^%&*(^%@!*

therefore, i was so pissed off and bugging irritated.
with hair stuck out at all ends
after constant running through of fingers through my hair
trying to think of any KEYWORDS so i can get the episodes
i went to the feedback section and did the survey.
and when it comes to finding videos:
i put STRONGLY DISSATISFIED
without a moments hesitation.
oh yes, i rawk.

anyway, exams are over.
i didnt study real hard
so i kinda got what i deserved.
but in a way..
its more like i got what i shouldnt deserve.
i did o-kay.
[no my dear readers, i'm not gonna say my grades]
all i'll say is i will do even worse than starting of year.

gotta improve moi language especially.

anyway, we had the cheering competition.
and as you all should no,
[unless u dun care, or really is socially secluded]
we lost our championship to NCC.
*applauses* to them.
we're pathetic anyway.
we arent even half of them.
gawd.
makes me all the more demoralised to run fer presidency.
*curses*

yes, presidency is coming.
preparation on Sat
and the formal handover will be on Monday.
which is still currently unsettled
due to the fact that we have no social life
and just got to attend the darn non-uniform camp
which ends at 5.
of course, followed by a nice acquaintence wif our dear principal
under the air condition with nice comfy seats
and neatly-tucked in uniforms agreeing to lovely suggestions.
~~wonderful~~.
no wonder they call it Monday blues.
gaah.

[[oh, just so u no.
we got BRONZE for SYF.
after all the effing hard work.]]

i'm still in an awful mood.
bloody ~~hell~~.
by the way,
wishing all DRAMA sec2 juniors going to china
a safe journey. i better ask them to get me a present too.
after all,
what harm can u do fawning over your seniors?
its a form of socialising and part of the elegant history of
socialites passed down from generations to generations in
order to survive.
it is socially acceptable of course.
tee-hee.

lighten up me mood.

i dun even have the freedom to cry.

2007-04-20T06:37:00.000-07:00

haiz.
sigh.
how come once u get older
ur whole life starts to get more bored than ever?
i thought it was when u reach adulthood
then u are suitable to use the words
'slog around whole day long-otherwise, routine'
now i officially announce I ROCK.
oops. sorry. i mean i'm suitable to use those words.

anyway, did i mention to you we finished our syf?
oh, no.
sorry*getting the microphone*
SYF OVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Yeah. i cant believe it.
oh yes, i can actually.
nightmare overr.
life goes back to normal.
exams are coming. soon.
somewhere in the recesses of my mind,
a bell rings.

speaking of bells,
there's this tv show featuring careers
and one particular episode, they showed IMH.
they actually had a BELL.
although its like a monument to remember imp history.
but i secretly suspect its use a signal.
u know when people go a bit mad in the middle of the night?
nighttime does funny things to people, you no.
so if the people were to run out secretly.
they run around-in the dark-cant see anything.
then BOOONNGGGG!!!! ahah! we no something happened.
dun get me wrong,
i've no issues wif the mentally challenged people.
just curiosity.
and today's news showed a monk
using a huge stick-wadsitcalled-to chime the huge bell.
wad's wif bells these days?
oh man, wad am i talking about?
forget it.

well, anyway, i do hope we get something
good for SYF.
i mean our dear CHOIR got GOLD WIF HONOURS.
GUITAR got GOLD WIF HONOURS. CO got GOLD.
BAND got SILVER. its really scary-wif all the pressure.
haiz...

ohwells. presidency's coming.
split personality.

2007-04-13T03:45:00.000-07:00

wow-ow
like 2 months since i update.
been very busy lately.
i swear if we've another rehearsal for SYF
i think i'm gonna collapse and just
wither on the spot.

my whole routine is filled
wif rehearsals rehearsals and more of it.
oh gawd, i'll totally jump for joy and go insane wif happiness
once this whole nonsense is overr.
as in-really ~~over~~.
nightmare.

anyway,we had one of our rehearsals today
and some important people like
as in not the usual 'baboon' sitting in the 'zoo'
butexperienced people who knows their stuff.
People like Ruby
came in and talked to us.
and i jus knew that our play wasnt good enough.
i was so enlightened, really.
whoosh-a big halo falls over my head.
mmms heavenly ya?

and anyway, i just KNOW
i wont do well for my Math test.
Half the time i was just flitting through the whole junk.
i cant even rmb wad did i do after the test.
which i guess is normal.
oh yeah hor.
okay.
i'm fine now.

i'm so stressed out that i forgot people's birthday.
as in ya-i suck.
sorryKs&Leonard.
Didnt mean to forget to wish ya a happy birthday.
its just-YEEAAAARRRRGGGGHHHH!!!
yea, i totally suck.
no life. so here goes:

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY KS!!!!!!
and
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LEONARD!!!!!!
yea, i suck.
that's a statement. zip. nada.
because i let u guys down-

kill me somebody.

people are so insane.
its kind of weird.
the whole junkie thing.
different sides of people.
you've to handle them all.
its like-things being shoved in your face and you're forced
to go through it.
think think think you've to think.
adapt adapt you've to adapt.
its endless, tiring.
people should just remain as dolls.
lifeless.
but then it wont be interesting.
then again, if we're all dolls.
we wont no wad's 'interesting'.

i'm mechanical.
i'm clinical.
i'm the tainted of the pure.
i'm evil.
i despise the side of humanity.
i'm not inhumane.
but things are meant to change.
nature? wad nature?
things are in our hands.
we have the power.
we control things.
we make things happen.
no time for time-wasters.
no sympathy for humanity.
selfish.
i'm selfish.
do i care?
i dont.
for i am the twisted.

the nightmare. its time.

just like a child who's afraid of the monster in her closet-.

2007-02-21T03:23:00.000-08:00

its Chinese New Year!
the festive merry season
where everyone tries not to get fat
but still has to anyway.
imagine how all the
bulimic and anorexic crazy-thinnish girls
are going to deal with Chinese new Year?

i mean, ALL THOSE GOODIES
yummy-such a waste for those thin people.
oh wait. i forgot, i'm thin too.
but here's e good news, i'm not crazy-fer-thin people.

and today's mood: IRREGULAR.
why?
what is written below shall not be considered
under the rule for a serene and calm mind,
so here goes:

DAMN. LIKE WAD THE EFFING HELL.
we did so much for the damn big big greenish
non-living thing by pasting
its ugly skin wif such a gorgeous
construction paper filled wif our hard efforts
and the beautiful colours
and we still got a second?!
u no what dat effing means, don cha?
people can spend only a few days
and we spend a month doing this ~~bloody~~ damn thing!
we got a stupid SECOND?
wad happened to dat idiom
'shang di bu fei ku xin ren'
or WHATEVER-~~shits~~ it was?!!?!!
second?! argh. dees-gusting.
i'm so not effing happy.
somebody just shoot me for this.
wad have i done to deserve such unkindly treatment?
where is the justice in that?
GIVE ME SOMEBODY TO KICK AND I WILL DO IT.
and wad's worst, is we stick to the topic on
chinese traditions abt reunion and stuff like dis.
damn. argh.
wad the ~~fuck~~.

and its not only dat.
my subject tests are kns.
wad's wrong huh?
its not like i never study, mind you.
i think i study as hard as anybody else in fact.
damn.
never mind.
if life gives me lemons, i'll squeeze the lemons
and make sure all the juices are out
and then dump the rotten lemons on it
and have all the lemon juice for myself.
go kiss my ~~ass~~, you stupid baffoon.
*curses in particular to noone*

okay.
i'm fine now. breathe in. breathe out.
breathe. breathe. breathe.
breathe. breathe. breathe.
breathe. breathe. breathe.
BRRREEEAATTTHHHH.
okay. sigh.
wad happened jus now?

alright.
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!
add oil for everyone's studies and countless tests!
=)))))))
till then, tata.

walking forward.
i dun care. i dun care. I DUN CARE, damnit.

2007-02-16T06:04:00.000-08:00

so after
weeks and weeks
and weeks and weeks and many more weeks
that seemed like eons,
Chinese New Year is just 1 day away.
All hail the mighty day
*kneels on the floor kowtowing*
This is the time to be so relieved
u have 4days bliss of ignorance
and then its back to harrowing days
till Marchies, but then,
Marchies wont be like a holiday anyway
so it isnt counted.
and considering the fact that
my test results aren't that great either.
so it's not totally bliss i guess.
and after CNY, there's chem tests.
~~Darn~~ it.
wad is the meaning of relaxation?
i forgot*gone to check dictionary*

Anyway
Just 2 days ago,
we're exchanging gifts to each other
for V-day.
some people feel its too commercialised
but originally, it isnt
its a time of spreading some love
but well, its just the way money is spent on the love part.

EXTREMELY thanks to:

Addy
Pammy
Michelle
Venecia
Rachiieyeo
RachelLim
Leonard
Celeste
Johnathan[angel&mortal]
-Elissa's e one who bought it actually. TY=))-
EDIOT seni0rs!X))
-for e V-day presents and stuff.
FULLY appreciative!<33

FINALLY,
after painstaking efforts
to complete the noticeboard designs
we finished it. its overr.
i NEVER ever wanna go through it again.
[i probably will]*rolls eyes*
we took one month,
using wed and thur every week to do.
and other classes use like-2days?
so if we dun get first,
i'm gonna &*!@ - who knows wad i will do?

and its WONDERFUL okay?
at least, there are more who help this year
than last, which i'm greatly thankful for
XDDDD
who ask me to have such great & highly-valued
artistic talents?
unfortunately, my type of art isnt appreciated
in ahs environment.
thus, i must express my sadness.
apparently, the motto or wadever u call it,
'where talents soar'
is right- wif talents like mine-*grins*
but they just dunno how to be more broad-minded.
please note that there ARE
evidences which i cant quote
due to personal safety.
so i'm not blabbering nonsense here, mind you.
haiz, the melancholic sigh of my heart.
blab* eunice shall stop boasting her talents now.
=D

oh and,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHELLIM!!!!X)))))))
somebody's gonna be 15 tmr.
we're gonna have fun tmr yeahhs?
congrats, you deserve tmr more than anyone.
all smiles*
and oops, i still owe ya money.
movies, lunch.=))) LOL.

in these days,
beauty counts?

2007-02-10T23:47:00.000-08:00

after a week of tests
that left me with nothin
but bloodshot eyes and empty correction tapes.
i felt so guilt u no
wasting resources
i used up 2 correction tapes in a week
lo and behold,
my foolscap paper going to finish up
and is barely 2 months!
of course, partly due to
xiaopink and daniel depleting my resources
the trees should sue the school.

ahhh,
V-day coming.
loads of stuff to buy and do
crap.
its almost like gift-buying for Christmas.
i owe presents to:
Rachel
Stephanio
Mori-sempai
Adeline
a random mortal

the 5 hardest-to-find presents in the world.
gaaah! stresses out.
and i'm gonna be broke so soon.
first time in my life, CNY is soooooo
not to be looked-forward to.
haiz.
there's no atmospheric cheenaish feeling like last time.
Christmas was way better.
there was the pressure to celan up rooms
and ohmygawd, the presents.
The oh-so-famous-feng-shui-lady[aka me] says:
the month of Feb aint good for saving
Amen to that.

writer's block

2007-01-31T03:08:00.000-08:00

i'm back again.
so school's been going on as usual.
i've got such a nice class.
everyone seemed rather attached to their class.
hmmms*

today just came back from
doing the notice board.
tired? hmmm-more like used to it?
i was used to drawing on mahjong paper.
i was used to getting paint all over.
i was used to of people not helping.
i was used to doing it myself for 2 years.
[along wif a few nice people and of course, much thanks to
ADELINE]

but now, the situation is better.
THANKS YA ALL PEOPLE WHO HELPED.
3KKKo7*hmms?

and now, about the new school timetable.
its so crazy especially on Monday.
and not to forget to mention,
everyday in the ungodly hours of the morning
where everything is still dark,
you see this white figure tottering
like some half-~~dead~~ monster towards you
due to some really weird burden on her back
that seemed to be an extremely heavy burden on
that pitiful small petite[smiles!] figure
and she's looking at you with a 'Look at me & i'll kick you'
that's me.
but actually on the way 2 school everyday
my mind is just doing plain ~~cursing~~
from the weather to my ahs socks.

and its not enough.
on behalf of myself, i would like to cordially thank
the people for giving us such a stressful and
high-end education curriculum that supposedly suppose
to stretch our potential but would most probably
leaving us with bits of bald patches on our head
due to excessive scratching of frustration and exasperation
in other words excessive stress.

on a happier note,
just 2days ago, on that faithful Monday.
we celebrated Vanny's belated birthday in the canteen
with a birthday cake.
*aaaaaawwwwwwwwww.
HAPPY BELATED 15TH BIRTHDAY VANNY!!!!!!=)))
*gawd, are we THAT old?*

and last friday we had DRAMA OUTING.
thou its kinda ruined by us particularly.
cause Venecia wasnt in a right mood
and so, we all went to yoshinoya and the rest
went to eat some high-fattening food. if i'm not wrong.
but it was farni=)))))

in this world, looks do matter.
ur attitude comes later.
in buisness,being a woman does matter.

*rolls eyes* oh, like so they say.

2007-01-19T23:09:00.000-08:00

this week has been
boring & tired.

fell asleep during assembly.
hit my head against annia *ouch.
fell asleep while studying chemistry.
so ended up studying 2 1/2hrs
unlike celeste, study for 1/2 hr only.
*me so jealous*
almost fell asleep during hmt period.
almost fell asleep during chem& bio lab then.
just sit over there stoning.

i cant believe ever
since i was down wif the fever,
my energy levels has gone down.
i really need to boost my energy levels.
hmmm. any suggestions people?
*grins*
and half the time
i was drifting in-and-out of la-la land.
almost half the time dunno wad t'cher was talking about.
even notice board was like-haiz-sian?

but anyway, days passed
and i get to noe more of my classmates
[is dat a good thing?]
and we've yet to do a class-tee.
leeying conveniently pushed it to me:
thank you for appreciating my talents ly.
~~awfully~~ nice of u:)

die. i've to start being
obsessed with my studies.
i tell u its the ONLY way to keep up with the flow.
the people over here are a bit nutty.
so hardworking until the atmosphere feel so choked up.
t'chers are like nuts also.
like some choo-choo train who doesnt wait
for a desperate passenger to get on the damn train.

crap. i shouldnt be even blogging now.
its like- a ~~sin~~ already?
i didnt even go shopping wif my mum and jie.
lucky them.
while they are picking up clothes from
air-conditioned shopping centres.
i'm here pressing on keyboards.
wad the hell.

better start doing revisions.
i'm lacking emotions here.
i promise i'll be more sarcastic in the next post.
definetly on the excess educational system that
carries your imagination and creativity beyond the
four walls of the classroom aka
the ~~damn~~ homework load to be brought home to do.

i tell u:
teachers can never plant a seed of rightousness.
to bring out the kindness in their hearts
and be remembered for it.
never.

gtg. be obsessed with homework now.

-talking to u is like
bouncing a ball on a wall and it reflects back only
half-heartedly. dead-

u failed to entertain me.

omiGAWD, your like a bimbo. get out of my space.

what is going on with me?
i'm out of control.
i need time.
i need some time.
alone.

2007-01-12T05:35:00.000-08:00

oh lookey look,
i finally get to post
after 1 week of crazy schedule
that almost left me in tears at night
with my family all in la-la land and me still with work undone.
but who to blame?

ABSOLUTELY not me.
firstly, today we had SEL
another useless 1hour wasted purely on looking at ur emo side
and analysing whether or not whether being emo is right or not.
no nid to worry people, we're emo and nothing's wrong
cause human beings arent perfect.
today's subject in SEL: managing ur time well.

so we did this tick-the-stupid-box qns.
and LO AND BEHOLD,it wasnt my fault.
time wasted ranging from unscheduled meetings to idle talk.
puh-leeze.
we talk non-stop.
from talking in sleep to talking in toilet.
doctors checking up our ass also talking
output more than input.
God gave us 1mouth and 2 ears.
but didnt tell us how 2 use it properly.

so, back 2 topic.
why dun blame me?
blame the skool.
better blame the gahmen.
so much homework, no wonder we talk so much.
input more than output creates in-balance.
who say sec4s having their o's more stress?
my big fat smelly foot.

anyway, today sec1s come in.
2guys from CHANGKAT PRIMARY.
*whistles. wee.
waa...then heard the skool's gone twisted
still got wee-wee poking her coconut-head around
and heard tua tua kia ms koh [still unmarried] being unfair.
guys shuff fingers up ass and more stuff that
we wouldnt have done in 6ao4.
we are the tame bunch.

i wonder
the people who shuff fingers up other's ass
will be our future generations in the gahmen.
what will they be shuffing under our ass then?
neh mind neh mind, now worry about skool first.

but back 2 topic,
so we all played games and stuff lidat during today.
it was quite fun planning & doing it.
Just a bit messy cause of some people.
but. haiz. games wasnt that outstanding.
but we did put in loadsa effort.
maybe we arent bonded enough.=))))

and 2 consec. days my socks are soaking wet.
if only it became snow.
now i wouldnt mind climbing 5flights of stairs to class everyday.
i swear.
cause there wont be any lessons if i get snowed in.
no need climb.
wahahaha*
okay. i'm just crapping.
ignore me.
goodbye.

*swimming in the ocean of homework,
i passed by a correction tape.*

--well, congratulations. i dun like u either.
so let's get over it and move on with life?shall we?--

2007-01-05T23:29:00.000-08:00

so school has already started.
so far, so good.
the trouble with being in the same class as people you know is.
you dun give a damn.
yes, people. we all dun give a damn
to really wanna get out of our comfy zone
to know more people.
like hell, tell me. who wanna?

but at least we aren't in little cliques yet.
oh, but there'll soon be.
but before that irreversible thing happens.
i shall be happy getting to know classmates.
i mean, i met a few decent ones.
they are super nice=))))

and the teachers we got
are quite good too
with the exception of the english teacher.
why the HELL did the damn school system
give me her?!
as if climbing 5 flights of stairs is not enough.*rolls eyes*
when will i stop it with the 5 flights of stairs?
get me an escalator and i'll shut up.

other than that,
i'm quite happy with school life.
things are different from last year.
and boy, i want them to stay different.
being different.

however, 1o years down the road.
when u ask me which sec school i am.
i shall take 1min 2seconds to remember wad school
and about 3 minutes to remember which class i was in.
sad news, isnt it?
but that's the thing about being top 20% on the whole.
get into good schools, get a good job, get a good husband,
get a good marriage, get good parent-in-laws,
get good children, make sure they get good grades,
makes sure u have good enough money to retire and shake legs
and makes sure you have a good funeral when you die.

overall when you go to heaven and meet the 5 people you're suppose to meet.
and they ask how's life down there?
and i'll reply, 'oh. i cant rmb any of my life but i no its suppose to be good.
how about yours?'
and they'll reply back 'good, me too.'
how good is that?
oh, wtf. i'm sounding sarcastic.

lets turn to realistic events that is not tainted by my brain damage.
on friday, the rest of the sec1s
swarm into the hall to pick their ccas.
and our quota was 10girls and 3guys.
Apparently, guys are in demand.
after that, then we sec3s went to canteen with sihan
and discuss about the games for the sec1s when they come in.
then the NCCs decide to do the erm-dance? near us
the seniors just love embarassing the sec2s.
poor them. *sigh*
but we also did our part by shouting 'encores'
and then ignored them when they did the encore to discuss somemore.
oh, we're not bad.
just evil.

till then, being busy=)))

2007-01-01T06:21:00.000-08:00

So, we welcome in the new year with open arms.
=))))))

So here goes,
7 resolutions for year 2007:

1.DO NOT lose your temper. i'm suppose 2 be mature.
*rolls eyes*
2.Studies come first.
3.wont let anyone step me down. i wont be a coward.
4.Grow TALLER!!!!>.<
5.Keep in touch with my old pals no matter wad.
6.Start being responsible for EDC & not let seniors down.
(Now tad would be great eh?)
7.Stick to resolutions!

Oh btw, school's starting.
0h ~~crap~~.
And it would be a new class,
with some new friends and some not-so-new friends.
And new things to be faced.
More pressure from school.
Blah Blah Blah.
So i shall list 7 good & bad things that
i feel about the new year of being sec3.

7 bad things i'll be facing:

1. 5 flights of stairs to climb everyday excluding
weekends, public holidays & school holidays.
And still, i'm NOT satisfied.
For Gawd's sake, we've a
~~stupid~~ hill to climb everyday!
*@#!
2. i'll see people i dun wanna meet.
3. i cant see people i wanna meet.
4. its rum0ured i'll get a crabby old teacher.
5. More pressure due to more subjects.
6. no Art to pull up my subjects. damn.
7. the administration & school system still sucks.

okok then, 7 good things. Just so i can be optimistic
for the new year. LOL
living in self-delusion? hmm.

they are:

1.we get to wear sport shoes.
2.we get to get off early on alternate Thursdays.
(according to Jasmine.)
3.we get to bully juniors.*evil laughs*
4.i get to see juniors on the same floor.
5.most likely, i dun need to go down and up
the stairs that often due to a teacher's spine condition.
6.my classroom is near the toilet. (izut a good thing?)
7.i'm a senior! 1 more year to get my IC. *rejoice*

well, i guess with that.
i shall end it with a:
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!!!!!<3333
Have a fruitful year ahead, i hope?
Life's unpredictable and full of surpises with every turn.
well well, feels like if u just hang on.
Good things are on its way!=)))))

Your right.
New Years Day is a time of reflections.=)))