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ZOMG! Its been almost 2 months since I last updated!!
>.<
Well, it doesnt really matter anyway.
Since we have been all busy with 'O' Levels.
AND NOW ITS FINALLY OVERRRRR!!!!!!~
Yup, and grad night PROM is coming soon!
Hope its gonna be a blast!
[I no it will!=)))))]
Checklist:Dress. Cardigan. Purse. Hair & Makeup. Shoes. [I L-O-V-E too many!!!]Jewellery. [Seen none that is of my fance so far.]
There you go!
I think I'm almost done for my preparation for
GRAD NIGHT'O8.
I hope everyting's okay and nothing goes wrong.
Besides those little trinkets and transportation,
I have not much to fret about.
PHEW!
But now,
am feeling supreme guilty for spending soooo much $$$
Thankfully,
I have a job-just needs to be confirmed-
and I'm good and set to earn back
all those frigging money I spent on this prom!!!
You no..admist all these frenzy.
Half looking for prom stuff and a suitable job,
I didnt even have time to eat dinner at home!
Except maybe today and tomorrow.
You might be wondering why I'm
went all reminiscing on all home-cooked meals.
No, not as if i'm health-conscious-
More like is cause my beloved
aunty (maid, to be more imprudent)
is going home soon.
:(
Yup, that's pretty summed up all my emotions.
She's been with me for almost 6 years plus.
So of course I love her to bits.
I am gonna miss her loads.
There's no guarantee that I wont cry.
I will probably be bawling my eyes out at the airport.
Note to self: Bring a box of tissues to airport.
I wonder how it would feel when I come home
every day to find the kitchen empty
(except maybe for my grandma) or
how it would feel when I have to worry about all my 3 meals.
how it would feel when I need to confide in somebody
and ask for advice or simply just to rant and to find
that...there's gonna be nobody to turn to.
I wonder how it would feel when you need somebody
to hug and she's not there.
how it would feel when you wanna bully somebody or
just to kid around and laugh about and to find
that there's nobody to do that with.
Lonely, I guess.
Really, really lonely.
I will miss the days that we just sit around
and drink coke, eat char mee or nasi lemak
during lunch when she's lazy to cook.
I will miss the times when she tell me about
her childhood or life at her berangai (kampung in local terms)
I will miss...every single thing.
Even the times when we bicker or vent our anger on each other
because we were having a bad day.
Uuh man..I don't think I can see her off properly.
But I no deep in my heart, that I have to let her go.
She's made too much sacrifices for us.
She made me discover and learn many life lessons
just inside the four walls of the house.
Now, I guess is her time to return and to
learn and discover things herself and
oh man,
may God really really bless this woman.
Okay, sorry.
THAT was quite an emo post.
But yeah, really have to thank my Aunt and all.
and one DOES have to keep in touch with one's softer side.
as they say in the book of EUNICE 4:44.
So yup=))
Anyways,
besides handling my job properly
shall take this holiday to also renew old friendships
and of course, to be with people I truly really cherish and love.
You:)
ZOMG!!! It feels like Christmas already.
The cheery season where everyone wanna
spend more time with their loved ones
and be in the spirit of sharing and giving
blah blah blah, you no.
All those oh-so-holy things.
Not to self: Bring camera to capture moments of prom.
:)
END.
till PROM, maybe will upload pics. >.<
TTFN